We had no paper
then, or we had
no pen, or no words. How
to say it. We had
no voice. No listeners.
Just deaf night
and the flames that chased us
up the stairs, that
found us
panting, singed. There was
no story then, no
greater myth. It was just
our life. No big
picture. No art
but the Bible. No thought
but that the Lord must have made
some mistake, our souls
in error. We went
into the closet willingly—it was
a game—
as into a time machine.
More in hope
than faith. In there
saw only starless space.
We prayed.
When I open this door
let it be
some other place.
There was music
though, astounding.
It flowed from the stereo
and filled the house
like Jesus. It was
Aretha in raiment of gold
and Elvis the King.
It flew into us like grace and shook
our spirits loose. We fell
to the floor like change, all
scattered silver. There
gathered ourselves
into swords of light, there rose
and followed the tambourines
into the shimmering
forest-mind
where we could think.
We walked among
the years like trees
and, trembling, came
to a sky-filled river.
Stepped into its rush like deer
to drink, cold wonder
pulling at our legs.
We gave ourselves up
for lost, raised our arms like thieves—
Sun lit the blood
of our fingertips, field sparrows
sang our names—and thus
in rapture
were we saved.
Deanna Young, "Holy Ghost" from Reunion. Copyright © 2021 by Deanna Young. Reprinted by permission of the publisher.
Source: Reunion (Deanna Young / Brick Books, 2018)